This isn’t some tan girl covered in makeup with perfectly straight hair and a perfect smile. This is a girl with Pfeiffer Syndrome, who has had bangs her whole life to hide her forehead and struggles everyday to be okay with looking this way. She’s had several surgeries and will have a couple more. she can’t wear makeup much, her eyes are sensitive. Her jaw is misaligned. Her forehead is too thick and has to be shaven down. Her cheekdowns have to be moved forward by surgery. when she was four she had something called a ‘halo’ which was a metal circle screwed into her skull and jaw.
though she fought through it medically, she struggles everyday with the emotional sideeffects. she doesn’t look like her family or her friends. she may never look normal. she has depression and eating issues because of what she has had to accept about herself. she has done awful things to be pretty.
nobody ever sees her without makeup or without bangs.
until now.
She, is me.
and if I make your blog ugly, than don’t reblog this. but if you can be one of the few people in my life who I know are fully comfortable with it, than reblog this so people know.
you are beautiful. even if you don’t realize it, you are. everyone is,
Nothing worked. Nothing at all. Even sleeping upside down. Sideways. Face down. Face up. The pillow didn’t feel right. Hours passed and your eyes were still staring up at the celing. Frustration crept. This sleeplessness was torture. You could hear everything because it was too quiet. It was annoying too. You felt like giving up before your phone vibrated. You picked it up and saw Kai Parker sending you a smiley emoji at 2am in the morning. You smiled back.
To Kai Parker: What is this for?
His reply took less than a second.
Message from Kai Parker: Trying to figure out how to use smileys. I like this one {{IMAGE}}
It was the devil smiley emoji with horns. Purple with a naughty smirk. You giggled to yourself.
To Kai Parker: Wow.. no wonder
Message from Kai Parker: Why aren’t you asleep?
To Kai Parker: I just cant tonight..insomnia.
Message from kai parker: I can help you with that.
To Kai Parker: How?
Message From Kai Parker: I’ll sleep with you tonight
That caused you to rocket up and sit on your bed. Your fingers quickly pressed on the screen of your phone.
To Kai Parker: You can’t come here dummy. No one knows we’re together. Damon and stefan will kill you.
Message from Kai Parker: Look out your window xx
And there he was. In his black jacket. Skinny jeans. Hair neatly combed. He was looking right at you from downstairs. You couldn’t help but to smile at him while you opened your window but it wasn’t nessasary because in a blink of an eye, Kai was standing right behind you in your room. You turned and jumped.
“Kai!” You gasped looking up at him.
“Transportation spell” He winked
“You can’t stay!” You held his hand. His held yours tighter.
“Forbidden love. How romantic” He smiled and kissed your cheek before taking off his shoes to jump into your bed. You rolled your eyes.
“Kai” You called and you watched speechlessly as he proceeded to take off his jacket and shirt in one swift movement on your bed. You felt your face burning. He was sculptured perfectly. Nice defined muscle structure. He was..hot and you had to remind yourself to close your mouth. He gave you playful eyes and opened his arms slightly.
“Come here” He crooned causing you to helplessly drift into your bed with him. You didn’t stop smiling, not once while he adjusted him self so that your weight was on his chest. He pulled the covers up so that it was warm. But his skin was warm already smooth. You fingers kept circling his chest while you smiled lazily at him. Kai’s arm was around you, fingers grazing your shoulder and back. You laughed.
“Sleep” He instructed quietly.
“You need to wake up before the others..” You smiled and nudged closer. Kai smirked in the dark.
“Y/n..go to sleep” He said once more.
“Why are you risking yourself Kai?” You asked.
He gave up asking nicely and said a spell. something in latin that caused sleep to instantly take over.
*dammit kai* was the last you thought of.
You woke up again. Smiling at the boy next to you. Lips slightly parted. Breathing slowly from his nose. Messy hair from all that cuddling last night. He was still shirtless. You only wish you were too but….
Wait. Why is the sun so bright outside?
It shouldn’t be this bright this early in the morning.
*knock knock* y/n? Elena called your name from outside which caused you to hit Kai in the chest so hard that he yelped in pain slightly waking up with a confused look on his face. Kai heard Elena again and fell off your bed while you sat up and picked up his clothes.
“Is someone in there with you..i can smell something different in there” Elena said again
“Hurry!” You whispered harshly while he struggled to put his jacket on.
“Im trying” Kai tripped on your carpet, falling hard and at the same time causing a groan to escape his lip. Elena suspicious opened the door anyway and gasped in shock.
“YOU. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO MY SISTER?!” Elena screamed looking at you in worry.
“Elena-”
“IM GOING TO RIP YOUR HEAD OFF MALACHAI” Elena came at him with her eyes going red and fangs erected. He stood up and watched her bravely with a smirk. Just in time you threw yourself infront of Kai.
“DONT HURT HIM” You shought as Elena’s eyes go back to normal.
“But he-” Elena started
“I asked him to come here” You confessed as well to the others who were standing at the door.
